Just recently I got my third tattoo. I was so scared to get it and when I did get it wasn't bad at all. You would think on my third tattoo I would be able to chill by now, but no. There were a few parts that stung but it was fine. Now I’m ready to get my next tattoo.

I have no idea what my next tattoo will be, but I have plenty of ideas. Once again I am afraid to get them and the placement. I try to avoid ones that are close to bone because I heard that that hurts the most, but I am pretty good with pain so I’m a little skeptical. I wonder how many people have tattoos that you would never think to have them. For example my aunties have tattoos and my mom wants to get one.

That just seems weird for people like that to have tattoos and then they warn me not to get any. The only reason I would be skeptical is either pain or a job. I am careful enough to not get ones that are to visible or obscene. In the fitness world I'm pretty safe as far as tattoos, but I wonder what will happen when I go to the navy.

Either way I am excited to get my next tattoo. I just recently found a new tattoo person that is close to home so she will be seeing me a lot. I can't wait until my mom goes with me. That will honestly be a funny sight to see and memorable. Wish me luck.

Just want to start off by saying Happy Mother’s day to all the mothers. I enjoyed the mother’s day part of yesterday but yesterday morning was a big upset for me.  Yesterday I lost my best friend/ pet bunny. I had him for almost three years and he was one of the best things that have happened to me thus far. He always brightened my day no matter how bad it was before. Losing him was devastating and it’s going to be hard from here on out.  

It’s hard losing someone that you have become so attached to; it’s hard losing someone period.  It’s so quiet around the house and lonely without him and it’s hard to even think, but almost everything reminds me of him. Sometimes I wonder why we have to loose people and animals. I felt the same way when I lost my grandfather years ago but I didn’t really understand because I was so young but I understand now. I loved my bunny just as much as I loved any family member and it’s going to be hard without him. 

Even though bunnies are replaceable my bunny can never be replaced. He had such personality and I swear sometimes he understood what I was saying, but he just had selective hearing. I’m going to miss him and I hope he’s ok without me, but I’m just going to hope for the best. I love him and I always will.